Bah on having to find a place to live
Bah on having no money
Bah on thinking that you were loved, but all of a sudden, out of the blue, you're not
Yay that I am taking all the things in the house that are mine, including the stereo, most of the furniture, the TV/VCR, the dressers, my computer, and most of the kitchen items.
Bah that it feels so lonely having to do this
Yay that I got that job and I start on Monday!!!
Bah on feeling rather sucky, used, cheated, and miserable, not to mention unloved and unwanted.
Bah that I can't seem to bounce back just like that
Yay on taking up running to get out this excess nervousness
Bah on loving someone so much, even when he is horribly shitty to you, even when he says that he doesn't love me enough to work things out, even when he says he is sorry for ruining your dreams because they included him
Yay that I finally realized that I don't deserve this. I deserve better.
Bah on having a ticket to England and not knowing what to do with it or when to use it, or who to even stay with if I go over.