It was upon the winter's morn when I saw her
cherry red face and good looks far far away
warm smile melting me into a little puddle
yet quite aware of the knowledge that she would never be mine
Out of this darkness of despair
I struggled with 2 facets of reality
Do or don't, man vs. man, man vs. nature, man vs. himself
2 facets, these which make us who we are
Yet she had warmed the deep fire of my soul
Away away on clouds I flew, away with society, I bid adieu
My mind split in two
Oh what do I do?
The morn turned to high noon, I knew not what to do
My logic restraining me, my soul torturing me
My mind turned against itself, the eternal paradox
No matter what done, nothing would appease me
I cried out, full of desolate despair
My soul crying, my mind ablaze
Again, her picture, fresh in my mind
I look out my window, I see her again...
She could never be mine, never, never!
Yet some slim hope bound me to her
I could not resolve the pent up emotions
I went back outside
I walked up to her, filled with anxiety
What do I do? What do I do?
She smiled at me, oh that sweet smile!
Fear and anxiety ran through my blood
I walked past her, filled with regret
My hopes shattered, my dreams gone
I alone hated myself, for refusing a great chance
I crawled into my snowy grave, and awaited death with spite
Death would not come, fiery tongues enveloped me
Damn life, damn death, damn the love that binds us all!
What hath God done to me, what have I done to myself
Damn myself for not doing anything
I alone must pay the consequences
I alone must do what I must
The passion gone out of me, I lay down to rest
And there, on my snowy deathbed, my soul withered...
and died.